don robinson's blog

i am here now, i will write something someday-or not

again, need to remind myself

name that author . . . small consideration for the paraphrase--not fair to look it up !!

 

there is a principle which is a bar against all information, proof against all arguments, and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance.  that principle is "contempt prior to investigation".

until we meet again . . .

I think I am done now for a while.  Vox to me has been a way to see my process.  Mental, spiritual, emotional, physical, intellectual, cognitive and more I suppose.  It has helped me to leave most if not all of it available to the public.  I think that this had two effects on me: one, it made me be brutally honest, two, it was available to certain people who may have had cause to look at the site.  This last bit was important to me because it gave me the sense that I was being heard clearly and without clutter/noise. 

 

I have, I believe, resolved much if not most of what has been troubling to me over the past several years.  I got to see sides of myself and others that may have been hidden to me due to obsolete defense structures.  I am happier now than I have been in a very long time.  I was really far off the track in the area of personal relationships even while my physical and mental health were improving greatly and finally.  If I don't see you no more in this world, I'll meet you in the next one.

 

peace and love

 

d, October 2007

wonder

the wonder of life and the process, love back, love first, love always and sleep well

trust the process

there's a message  

on the wire

and I'm . . .

love

rainy day, rain all day, ain't no use in gettin' uptight just let it groove its own way, let it wash your blues away, lay back and groove on a rainy day

 

who knows, can you tell me, am i off the track, can you be honest ????????????

got the job

whew, got the new job, not exactly the one i wanted which was up in fremont and closer to tania but the same position in santa clara at the same pay scale, wow, big big raise, so many possibilities, can't imagine, i now have to step up in my personal life with tania, does she really mean what she says ?

 

i am going to find out, can i do this (marry ? or . . . ?) god, i don't know now do i, never had to really consider it

 

marry me ?

not talking marriage but had discussion about living together, t does not want to do that till we are married so if it comes to that then that is what will be, i admire her, so thoughtful, also she said she wants to be asked properly, her x didn't do that in fact she had to buy the wedding rings !!!?  she said one time some fool put a cigar band on her finger and asked her to marry him ???!

 

i love this woman, am i up to it, it is a question i never asked myself in the face of a possible real relationship, it has been so long

new look

workin' on a new look for vox and me and my living quarters, keep watchin'

no explanation necessary

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tania and i visiting family, do i dare believe, dream, trust, give, receive--i do, yes